[venus rising] matchbook romance

Saturday, August 17, 2002

..::..Sometimes it's so hard to be understood. How do you explain this sickly, overwhelming feeling you get went you wake up in the middle of the night and all you wanna do is throw up.Its all this useless anxiety that wraps you all of a sudden and you have no idea why. And I really mean NO idea. Sometimes, I even believe that I know how it's like to lose your mind. When everything seems amplified, even your simplest daily issues, you seem to feel like the smallest being that can be found around. You start being irrational, and over-sensitive over things that are so tirivial. Even an ant strolling home in front of you at the end of the day will get you agitated. This is worse than pms. Much much worse. So stay away as much as you can..::..